I fucking miss you.

But I’ll never let you know.

How is it that no matter how hectic or busy a day is, it always feels empty at the end? When I reflect on what I’ve accomplished day after day, it all means nothing. Since when did life become this mundane? I’ve become entirely apathetic about everything. I cease to hope; I no longer fight with myself to get up every morning because I just couldn’t care less anymore. So I go to school. Then I come home. Then I sleep. I’m not looking into the future, hoping it will get better. I’m not looking in the present to make it better. Everything is so short term. Although I dread every class every day, at the end it still ends up just passing by.

I’m bored. I have no idea what I’m doing. I have little to look forward to.

I just want you back in my life…

At the end of every day, you could make me smile again. Always.

But you’ll never be by my side again. You’re gone. In my world, you’re dead. If only you could be buried…

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